I'm looking my worst to date. And the pain is pretty intense. Yesterday, after taking two benadrlys, I was finally sleepy. I had not slept the night before due to the sparky electric like storm on my face. You would think I would just collapse into bed. Nope. The discomfort was so intense, I decided to stand in the shower (for the third time of the yet so young Saturday afternoon). It's the only place I don't feel awful.
My boyfriend called me his Barnacle Belle. I laughed and it hurt. Despite feeling like I look like a monster, he did not want to cancel our movie date night. I dressed up cute and wore a hat to hide underneath. I'd wear a veil if I could rock it but fabrics near my face don't feel nice.
New thing, I'm on antibiotics this week. Boo! My face has a different thing going on and the pain has been more intense that I spent most of my time doing pain management than having time to consider eating or sleeping as a possibility. My body didn't even fit in a hives breakout. Yay? And another tiny detail came to mind. Before TSW, whenever my allergies/eczema/asthma would flare up, my eyes used to get super duper incredibly dry. I needed to use a steroid eye ointment. Along with being able to breathe better than ever since TSW, my eyes feel happy. Go figure.
I wish my face would feel happy. I'm brainstorming for outside the box options. I'm not keen on riding a withdrawal roller coaster.
jnet
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